Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Before i start, there's a few things i wanna you to know.I reallu wonder what got into you.Ever since donno when you stared giving me attuide probblem.Whenever i wanna talk to you nicely,you will give me a face like "get lost!bitch!".I mean hey whats wrong?I wasn't trying to pick a fight you.I wasn't giving you attuide at all.Come on, i'm too weak to give you attuide just now.I know you are really concern about emy.But since emy didn't want to tell you,she must have her reason why.I was about to tell you what happen bewteen us.Then you started saying all that.You gave me attuide frst and thats why im giving you too.After what happen between us, i've been trying to build a frindship.(As what you said you wanted too.)But...?You've been picking up a fight with me everytime we talk.
I really wonder whats wrong.
Anyway,i give you every detail wht happen between me and emy.
On National day,She confess to me.She ask if im cool about it.I just said ya.cause i got no idea how to react.I just told her that "its just a crush right?just like you said b4, all the crushers meant nothing to you." She said no,its different.I just oh ok.That's all.THen we went to catch a movie and then home.NOthing else.After two days,i told her that i got a lil crush on her too.SHe said she was really happy and excited as she's smiling to herself in class.On the day when you both came to kallang,i wen to look for her after you left.We just had dinner at cityhall and thats it.We went to watch fireworks on sunday,and thats when she first hold my hand.I wasn't feeling excited or whatsoever.I tot probably im just not in the mood.she gave me a goodnight kiss and agn,i felt nothing.Im just happy,but excited.Different feeling from the first day keith kiss me and hold my hand.Then we meet up and went to catch a movie.We were holding hands like other couples.We were behaving much like a couple.But when we were in the threate,i felt that emy was keith.The feeling that emy gave me is just like keith.Was it because i missed him? Probably yes.All i know was that when emy hold my hand,i feel that it was his hand.I wasn't flirting with emy.I really do like her.I had a major huge crush on her b4 she hold my hand.Everything started changing when she first hold my hand.During those times,its wa just school,netball,friends and emy.No one else, not even keith.Cause he was happening with another girl.I admit i once flirt.But not with emy.I don know how to make you believe,but its truth.Why would i want to flirt with ur friends?I'll be smarted to flirt with someone else.i wun flirt with ur friends and let you find out and then scold me agn?I'm not so dumb right?I've told emy about it too.and She said she totally understand.We let it go and remain as friends.We haven been talking already.So chris,when was i flirting agn?
{/7:18 PM}
count on it .